Chipper

Wednesday afternoon started to think about CHipper and Gordie and what they ate with Dentures to give me some more ideas. Chipper and Gordie are my Dad's Parents. I tried not to think of Chipper she passed away three years ago this Boxing Day 2008. But things got much worse I was really tired and thought I would sleep but read the paper The Sun instead before dinner, chicken and mac and cheese. So I did not sleep and that made my thinking not great. THeresa came down later on and i pulled out what i have left of Chipper her charm bracelet among other things. Also in the bag was the Obit the thing I wrote for the funer al cause I could not be there and the funeral program. I was holding back the tears from Theresa she knew i was upset. Tried calling Dad but kept getting a Direct Energy, did all of a sudden I get the wrong phone number. I dialed twice and got the same thing and got really upset that I could not put anything on his answering machine called Jorge twice and left messages. Called Mark and he suggested that I watch 'Criminal Minds' so I did then i could not sleep even with all my meds on board. I was extremely upset. On Thursday I called Jorge twice and left a message for him to call me He did call asked what I was so terribly upset about i just said Chipper he did not understnad why then I told him the connection between her eating with dentures and my current situation, I needed a zyprexa nad he told me to take oneand I did and I would see him Friday for sure. Watched some superchannel with Theresa found a good show and watched that then she went back upstairs. I went to bed shortly thereafter. Here's to you Chipper Miss you! Love you!

Tajalia