Christmas 2008

Wednesday I found out what was being planned for Christmas behind my back. Ian Erin and the kids are going to stay in a hotel in Calgary for Christmas as my Mum might just have had knee replacement surgery and does not want the kids around that much. They will be having Christmas dinner in a hotel and I was not even invited to go down with them.. My brother still holding a grudge about Leeann I figure and does not want to drive me down. I am hurt and upset including today Thursday. Theresa's mum has to work Christmas so the two of us will be spending Christmas together not by choice well sort of since our families do not want us CHristmas day. Theresa is getting a food hamper and hopefully there will be a turkey to cook in it or some sort of meat for our Christmas dinner. We got some treats with our food money for December as well. Erin has offered to pick up some goodies for Theresa and I on the 22nd the day the y go down to Calgary, which is really nice of her. Also Christmas dinner on the 3oth whe ntheir immediate family are having a christmas dinner. ERin is not doig very well she is on anti depressants and seeing someone due to her father's drinking as well as her psoariasis endometriosis and up coming Hysterectomy in January 2009. So she dd not want the kids to be around her father when he has been drinking a lot and asked if they could go down to Calgary to spend Christmas there but with the uncertainity of Mums operation they will have to stay in a hotel and just makle visits I guess. Of Course I fell off the rocker and I am extremely upset adn hurt I was not invited down at all and that my mum and Ian planned this behind my back. Now I am invited but have to take the bus down which I do not have the money for and Mum knows that. Talked to Judy for about an hour about all of this and what and how I feel. I am waiting for Jorge to call me as to what I should do next regarding my situation I am still extremely upset and hurt and he knows what else and I need to talk to him today. I have called him and emailed Kelly for him to call me. So I am waiting for him to call hopefully he will I cannot stand feeling like this any longer it is driving me nuts.

Tajalia